December 29, 2016

Being a bad wolf

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They should fix the letter F there. It looked lonely. I felt sorry for the F alolololooo

So, the day after I got back from my hometown, my aunt cucuk-ed me to follow her to KL because there will be a book exhibition on that week in The Mines. I asked her, what kind of book exhibition was it. It was Big Bad Wolf.

The one that I've been wanting to go since forever!

At first, I hesitated either to go or not since it has been quite some days I left my family and I thought maybe it's the time for me to spend my time with my family. But, when I went upstairs, took a few minutes (well, technically I was thinking so hard), slowly packed my clothes and toiletries, thinking

"Ini je peluang yang aku ada, no turning back dah. Lepasni tak dapat dah." and a few seconds after I thought of that, "Tapi, nanti...." , and the syaitan and my inner nafsu started to hasut me, "alah takde nanti nanti, pergi je"

But, yes more buts. About a few days before, I did ask my mama to let me go to the BBW, but it seemed that it was not approved so I had to make my decision by not going there. I was super upset because I've never been there even though it was held at Ipoh about early this year but I didn't get the chance to go there due to some issues lol so I wiped my tears at the bucu of my bed, well it's a bluff lah just want to make this story sounds more interesting. yu know books are lyfe?! I love reading. I love reading especially novels. I started loving them after I read World War Z by Max Brooks. That was the time when I thought, "Novels do have their thanngg~" 

And I love reading ever since.

After I packed my clothes, we went for lunch at Seoul Garden, and I was really excited just by thinking that I finally can go there, CAN ACTUALLY GO THERE wow I slapped myself a few times just to make me believe that I'm living in the real world. And it was hurt though. It was a terrible move.

For those of you who don't know, Big Bad Wolf is a book exhibition where they sell books for about a week or two for 24 hours, non-stop. The books are very affordable and reasonable as it is so much cheaper compared to the price they put at the normal bookshop. I think it was about 70%-90% cheaper. You can get your normal 40 ringgit book at the price of 10 ringgit here. Wowowowowoowowowowo. It was held at The Mines Exhibition Hall. We were so happy.

After all the yada yada, I stayed for 4 days in KL and on the last night we were there, we had decided to go to the Mid Valley before taking off to BBW. The main reason to go there was to just jalan jalan as it was much nearer to my aunt's house before we met our another aunt. speaking of our, I went there with my cousin.

( hello there my sidekick of the day ) (she's 17 next year though) 

So, we went to the Mid Valley. It was quite packed considering it was Saturday. Was it Saturday? Wait, I totally forgot what the day was. Can really see the melayu-ness inside of me. Never mind lah, eventually, it was packed. Then, we were extremely hungry and decided to eat at Dubu-yo. And the inner kpop of myself starts to popping out as if I will meet any idols there. In your dream lah, in your dream!

We headed to the basement, and saw Elianto had a sale going on which it had this special promotion gift set starts at RM19. So I was thinking, "Hm, that's quite reasonable considering it's Elianto. Maybe I should buy the gift set to give it to...myself." So, we decided to singgah after we eat.

We went back and forth searching for the restaurant. Kejap masuk kanan, kejap masuk kiri. If we were driving a car on that time, we will get honked on. Or maybe even an Om Telolet Om. Malaysians and Indonesians are really kelakar and great on making things go viral. Okay, so we walked for about 15 minutes and we even used Google Maps just to find the direction, ridiculous! and it was a fail. Damn.

And finally, we arrived after 20 minutes.

Yes, we walked for almost half an hour just to eat this thing.

And I ate Rabokki just for your information. It was okay lah, just not hot enough for me since I have the melayu side of me which I really love spicy food. Lol. As if you're the only melayu in this world, duh. I wanted to eat rice but this meal attracted me even better. So I chose you. Look, even food had me in kaku-ness. Frankly, I thought it was spicy, since I've tasted tteokbokki that my friend brought, and it burnt me a little bit. But, this? More to the sweet and spicy-ish side. My suggestion is, change the recipe a little bit by putting sambal belacan. It would be nice. And my inner melayu will be happy.

Actually, we wanted to watch movie. But, since we arrived at the Mid Valley quite late, and we have train to catch, so we decided to ditch that plan and went for a walk instead.

Oh ya, Elianto! So, after we ate our lunch, we went there and asked the salesperson if is there any gift set that I can choose. As an Elianto newbie, I've never bought anything from Elianto or even have worn them. So, you can see my silly-ness and the-so-berlagak-malaysians you ever see as if you know everything lolz. So, the salesperson or I put her as kakak here. The kakak said they never sell gift set as if it's a gift set. You know what I mean? Macam gift set dekat The Body Shop, kita pilih set, then we can wrap or put a card or ribbon or something like that lah. So the kakak brought us inside and said that we can choose any of the makeup products where the price starts at 19 ringgit. 19 ringgit for a lipstick, 19 ringgit for an eyeliner and it went higher and higher. So, I was like "Oh, memang takde ye gift set yang macam banyak banyak tu?" and the kakak replied, "Yes, we don't have that" and I replied, "Oh, I thought you have. It's okay lah, we'll just look around. Thank you." ( the sentence we gave when we don't want to buy anything but don't want to look so bitchy by not buying anything )

Tahu pun malu. Padan muka.

After a few hours there, we went to the Komuter station and bought our token(?) and went to Serdang. When we arrived there, okay here's a funny story. yes, again. This trip was so funny and totally burnt our japchae and rabokki.

We took off the train and went up to the pedestrian bridge because our aunt's friend said that we have to walk through the bridge and go straight then you'll find it there.

But, we found nothing.


Okay, then, after we called her yada yada yada, we asked a random guy the direction to The Mines because it seemed near yet it's far. It was on the seberang sana and we were not crazy enough to cross the hectic road. Eventually, there's a tunnel in this some kind of a hospital or a therapy house I don't know lah I was so tired I want a mineral water at that time. Again, we then asked a guard there the direction to the tunnel because it looked so dark there and so scared if there's might be any monster there and I tak sempat nak larikan diri since have so much fat on my body that it might fell off.

But, the reality was beyond our expectation. It had so many colourful lights there and why do we even scared? We even ran and followed a random car that entered the tunnel as if we wanted to enter the 9 3/4 platform (get it get it?). We shouldn't have done that. It was silly lol.

When I stepped my feet there, I was like


And I was stopped by a security guard to tie our shopping bags. Kacau je heish.

Oh. My. God. It's really a heaven going on inside the exhibition hall. 

And the first thing I did was; searching for the voucher and discount booth. 

Totally a Heaven. Yes, the one with the grey t-shirt. Err, I mean the books. yes, the books.

We went inside the hall at 9 p.m. Wandered around, and searched for the books that I might want to buy. And I tell you, every section that I went, there will be either The Hunger Games or The Maze Runner book. They are everywhere. Literally, everywhere. With different versions, of course. There are the shiny metallic cover, the most ancient cover for the series (I mean the first version), the cartoon-ish looking cover. At first, I took The Maze Runner books since it was on sale for 10 ringgit each book which came in a total of 40 ringgit. That's ridiculously cheap for that series since I don't own it because I've watched the movie like, duh? So, I put it back on wherever I pleased since the books were everywhere so no one will scold me.

So, after 5 hours of doing nothing but looking at the hot guys there, em I mean hot books there, we decided to chill at the cafe. 

When I mention hot guys, I really mean it, actually.

We were so tired and decided to rest for about half an hour. We were totally knocked down.

12:38 a.m. ; Half K.O 

Because our aunt will arrive quite late since she finished her work at around 12 - 1 a.m something like that, after we took enough rest, we went out from the cafe and wandered around the hall, again. Yes. And my feet at that time were totally lenguh. 

Those were the first round books before I put some back on the section especially the David Gilman book. I was so frustrated because I didn't notice it was the second book. I've read the review online and most of them rated 4.5/5 stars. So, I was so so so anticipated on reading that book but it just broke my heart when I could only find the second book. And that Stephen King right there, a total bae because I've been searching for that book for quite some time and finally I found it there! But I couldn't find the third book which is End Of Watch T_T nah, sokay.  I love Stephen King's books. My favourites are Talisman. It's quite an old released book. It was released in the 80s or 90s, I can't recall. But, it's one of my favourite Stephen King book besides the sequel, Black House. 

We finished our 'finding books' activity and waited for our aunt to finish hers. So, we relieved our kepenatan by sitting at this random door at the side of the hall. 

3.00 a.m ; Total K.O yang tak boleh bawak bincang

The fingers were the only body part that was still larat

Overall, we spent almost 8 hours there. All body part lenguh. And I suddenly caught the flu. I hate flu. I'm the type yang tak biasa keluar dan balik pepagi buta, because I'm a good daughter (well?)  my body will start to shock and catch a cold and also my tonsil will bengkak. And it happened guys, it happened. Although, I would love to do that someday to go home late and I finally get to go home late and feel the night breeze went across my body lol now serve you right. It's okay. Orang kata, pengalaman mematangkan manusia ceh

Overall, it was a fascinating experience! I got to go where I want, I got to eat what I want. I felt like the luckiest person in the world lol. I was totally engrossed with the exhibition and would like to experience it again, soon! 

So, those are the books that I bought. Actually, there's another one which is Running Scared by Lisa Jackson and it's in my car since I read it during my vacation. And for the books that I've bought, all retail for 200+ ringgit. There's more but these are all the only books I own. The other books are my siblings', cousin and aunt. That considers as quite reasonable for 5 full plastic bags for 4 persons ( and with the discount all that kind of stuff ). I definitely will read them soon and can't wait!

I will update more about what I did during this whole month and hopefully before 2017 starts, hopefully. Because I am so busy with work, and this and that lol so I think that's all for now. Bye guys! Wassalam.

December 28, 2016

No more books conquering my bed

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It has been pretty much a month after I finished my last spm paper well technically it's tomorrow but who cares really. A day after my paper, I went for vacation for almost a month and I just got back yesterday and guess what, I miss my bed so badddddd look it rhymes wow genius

My life after SPM pretty much what everyone has experienced which I am very mereput and have nothing to do instead of eating, eating, watching k-drama and playing games (and admiring those kdramas guys). And everyone has been asking what did I do on the night of freedom (read: malam kebebasan daripada paper espiyem). Well, what I did was only watching k-drama that I've been urging to watch and I did cheat (a little bit) by watching couple of first episodes of k-dramas that I downloaded during spm that's quite berani hahhahahha and my eyes couldn't endure much of the cahaya from my laptop and I went to sleep quite early considering it was the night that I could do whatever I want but maybe because I was too tired as the last chemistry paper was in the late evening then I went to the beach for a sight-seeing, yeah maybe that's why I was exceptionally exhausted and went to sleep early. 12 a.m. is still early at least, for me lol

( Yes, I did conteng my baju kurung sleeve and was not brave enough to conteng my whole uniform bcs my mom will get mad and i die )

What I love the most is there will be no books on my bed anymoreeeeeee, that's like a joy and the cherry on top of my year. I already packed my books in a box and some of them I gave them away to my cousin who will be sitting for spm next year and there are some books that I put on sale since I didn't use them at all (there are still 3 books left if you wanna buy them just dm me on twitter @amninano) as I just had too many book and didn't have time to read all of them like literally they are just there, wrapped nicely, sitting on my shelf wow so relax you eat nasi kandar eh there? not a bit of fold, and the most epic is the bau kedai is still there. you know bau kedai, when you bought something new and it has this kinda its own scent which we called it 'bau kedai' and it's the most appealing smell evah

I will share with you guys the things I did and went during this whole month and I tell you it was really great sampai demam demam, tonsil bengkak semua lah. Baru sekarang dapat update blog sebab I only lived with internet data and got no wifi T_T kalau ada pun, tak bawak laptop. So sad woo my life without wifi. 

( Look at the joy after sending textbooks awwww ) 

So, during the chemistry paper 3, it was in the evening and of course during that day I was so sleepy and already menguap a few times before entering the exam hall. I guggled up my water and hopefully I will be not that sleepy. and the time guys, was ticking so slowwwwww. just a few more minutes before I could relieve my breath tanda kelegaan, it was so slowwwwwwww I hate it and I kept on shaking my legs as if I want to pee when I'm not. 

Bila ketua pengawas ambik mikrofon, I was like "yessss, this is the time yall". I couldn't hide my smile and was literally excited macam budak nak dapat duit raya. 

I relieved myself and pat myself as giving a good vibe to myself by saying "Alhamdulillah, You've done your best. Good job, amni." Because I finally endured a 4-week in the exam hall answering those questions with the knowledges that I've learnt for two years, all sumbat into that exam papers. There's no turning back. Although, it was a struggle learning those things since they were not my fav but in the end of the day, I had fun learning those subjects. I kept on getting new knowledge every single day. 

All those answers that I've put in that exam papers were all came from Allah. He gave me the ideas, He gave me the strength to face all the challenges, He was the one that helped me when I'm stucked. These are all His. 

( No more seeing these things! yeyyyy )

And now, I can watch k-dramas without kena marah, berjaga malam layan games, and watch TV all day long errrrday dah kbai assalamualaikum and goodnight gais! 

November 21, 2016

Just a quick one.

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[ 11:43 a.m ]

I am here on my bed, still revising physics bcs the exam is tmr fella hahhahaa. So i just had breakfast with my lil' sister since i have no school today since i have nothing to do if i go to school so let's just chill at home, vigorously selak the books lol

ive been missing this blog and i do have time, honestly to update the blog but since i have no story to share bcs my life was a total bored for these past months, and if i were to write a story in this blog, it would be about books, books, revision and hectic days. fuhh lap peluh jap.

it has been 2 weeks, and i have another two weeks, well not really two weeks, about 1 week and 2 days before i finish my spm and i feel that this week is sooooo long and i can't wait till the week is over bcs i am so done with all these books. 

how's my 2 weeks so far? it has been quite good, alhamdulillah. hopefully the examiner will be pleased with my papers hahahha hopefully the penandaan will go smoothly. and maybe if there were any miracle, my wrong answers will change to the right answers. who knows? lol . only Allah will do the job. i can do nothing but pray. 

i think that's all for today. i have nothing on my mind. perhaps my typing skill has slowly faded and errr i think that's all for now. adios. see you in another week, and it will be a very long post i tell you. wassalam. 

August 13, 2016

and there you go

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Assalamualaikum and hello guys!

Things have been quite busy lately. Ive been busy struggling for pre-trial (and this new upcoming trial) and my left eyes have been throbbing since the last two weeks which has been bothering me. and i have no idea why this kind of shit happens bcs i had never experienced it before. 

now, it's almost two thirty in the morning and im still on my bed cuddling my pillow while updating my blog which has been violated (well not really) for quite some time yeahhhhh and now i feel very awkward seeing all these words on laptop screen. well, i should have woken up by now and performing my tahajood (sarcasticly bragging) but ultimately i'm not even sleeping yet. so yeah hahahahah.

Things have been tough and i feel hatred towards myself as i persist on seeing books, books and books for the whole weeks. past year questions, exam papers, and it has been a long time since i felt that my head being all shambled and muddled (and technically or ironically it was not that muddled, it's still well-organized and wise) until now.

despite all the endeavors, i know that it will be paid off. well, eventually with good results (insyaallah ameen) 

actually, this is just a short and quick post as ive been yawning for the last 10 minutes (or an hour ago)

i would like to wish good luck for all the spm candidates. do the best for your trial. break a leg. may your actions speak louder than words. show them what you got. bitaufiq wannajah. everything will be fine. 

June 26, 2016

From a student.

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There was a time where i felt so depressed about myself. I felt so anxious. Anxious about my future. Like how is it gonna be. is it gonna be good or bad? 

I love making myself busy. It makes me forget about the society. 

For these past months, ive been so busy until i abaikan tanggungjawab as a student. I do noticed that, but still ambil endah tak endah sebab terlalu fokus dekat satu benda. Sampai satu masa, even nak luangkan masa dengan kawan kawan pun dah takde. 

"Kau ni busy sangat lah, sampai takde masa dah nak belajar dengan kiteorang"
"Kau ni, tak penat ke?"
"Cuba ambil satu hari tu, rehat. Kesian aku tengok kau"

Those friends. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for those words. But, i still ignored. Like there's nothing going to happen. Same goes to mama. She told me the same thing, I need to rest. Rest from what ive been doing.

I do feel tired. I'm a normal human being. I'm not a robot. I'm not putting the blame on what ive been doing. But, i put the blame on myself. 

Kenapa kawan aku yang lain, yang masuk benda yang sama, busy jugak, tapi boleh fokus, boleh buat, tapi aku tak boleh?

What's the main reason? Self-management.

Time is really killing me. And even I am killing myself. I miss the old me, the one who really loves the society. Who is really passionate about what she's doing. Loves to do everything she wanted. Doesn't really care what everyone has said about her. Because she knows herself better than anyone does. 

There was a time when I sat down, kept myself in the hypnotized mode. And I started to cry, because I'm so disspointed about myself. I'm not doing well. Everything was going out of control. I can't put myself in a conscious way. I can't think properly. I'm stucked. 

Orang sekeliling letak harapan tinggi kat kita. Bila kita sendiri tak letak harapan tinggi dekat benda yang kita buat. Tapi, harapan orang sekeliling tu, what makes us feel small. We are afraid that we might dissapoint them.

Hopes are fine. It keeps us motivated. It makes us wanna do much better. Tapi, bukan ke lagi elok, kita bagi dia semangat lagi daripada letak harapan tanpa bagi sokongan. It's like cooking the instant noodle in the microwave. We expect that it will turn out as good as it cooks in a pot with lots of ingredients. But, end up differently.

I spent too much time on other people. I focused on something else rather than myself. I focused on others while myself? Hahahhaha don't even care. Apa orang nak buat, buat. Sakitkan hati, buatlah. But, in the end, the one who felt the pain? Me. No one will know. Sebab yang kena siapa? Aku.

My parents are the type which they are not forcing me to study, no curfew, but still they have their words for me to take care of myself. I know when is the appropriate time for me to be home. I tried my best not to get myself into trouble. I know they are hoping for me to do well. They often told me, eventhough I'm not into what I'm currently studying, but do your best. Because there must be a reason for every things that happened. 

I literally cried everytime someone touched the sensitivity especially about parents. Because no matter what, family comes first. There were times where I ignored them, like for a while. But, I'm so grateful that I realized it quickly and got back on track where I used to be.

But, in the end. I'm here. No matter what, I have to face this. Keep yourself strong, 5 months left, and you're good to go. 

Good luck dearself

June 25, 2016

A Change is a MUST

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People grow up. From time to time. and suddenly, she will stop. Stop from being who she was. And turns into a butterfly. Decent butterfly.

But, life never meant to be happy forever. There are ups and downs. People come and go. But, she embrace it, because she knows. Nothing lasts forever. Even your brooch would dissapear in any moment. see, even your closest thing can't stand you. 

In life, it meant to be taught by everyone that have ever appeared in your life. Thanks to them, you have learned how to be strong, how to be ruthless, how you can be happy -- and most important thing, how to appreciate. 

But, sometimes, you need a change. There are so many things happening in your life, until that one  time, it's time for you to change. Because you need it. Let me share a story. there was a mouse who went into a maze and found a cheese, after a few times it went into the same way, the cheese ran out. but, the mouse kept on wondering, who moved the cheese? see? life never meant to be in the same way, forever. You need to make a change, choose other path, even better path. 

For yourself. not for others.

Changing what surrounds you will give you a new and approach perspective. Simple thing like changing your outfit, your styles will give you a new positive vibes.

I know it's hard, girl. But, life has taught you everything. Will you keep on going the same way? As the mouse?

Smile. Doing things with the smile will make everything seems much easier. Even when it's hard. And it will let everybody knows that you are ready for whatever comes in your way. It's the best cosmetic and it will never go out of style.

But, never stop dreaming.
You know who you are. Good luck.

June 11, 2016

#Tips ; Ramadhan Hacks!

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hye, assalamualaikum peeps! happy ramadhan al-mubarak :) wowwww, its been a long time since i updated my blog. things have been crazy lately, ive been busy with school, robotics and stuffs. speaking of robotics, i will be doing a blogpost abt it hahahah okay enough of that

its been like, almost a week of Ramadhan. yes, pejam celik pejam celik, tinggal 25 hari je lagi puasa, so within this time, i will share with you guys, 5 simple hacks to enjoy and cherish your Ramadhan 2k16 even better!

1. Sahoor like a baws!

// I know a lot of you guys susah nak bangun sahur, eventhough alarm dah letak setiap lima minit, snooze lagi, masih tak bangun. well, for those who are having problems like this, especially yang duduk sorang, duduk kat dorm or anywhere else. here's a tip for you ;

Instead of bangun dengan mamai and shoveling every foods in your mouth like a barbarian without knowing what the hell are you eating for sahoor, do this ;

  • Prep your sahoor meal the night before, just a simple snack, macam roti, kacang, kurma or even more fancier, play with your food. spreads peanut butter on your crackers, or nutella, anything you want. and dont forget your beverage, which i suggest to take milk or 2 glass of plain water to keep yourself hydrated throughout the day. Wrap your meal with a plastic wrap so you won't trap any germs in your foods. Letak sebelah katil, so bila alarm bunyi nanti, bangun, duduk atas katil, makan makanan yang korang dah siapkan semalam lepas terawih tu. Serious talk, even with a small amount of food, but with proper amount of nutritions and as long as you are full, you are good to go! sebab nak makan sampai kenyang sangat buat apa, nanti subuh tak larat nak bangun.

Well, i really hope yang korang akan bangun lah untuk sahur, kalau tak, semuanya sia sia jeeeee hahahah 

 by the way, kurma is good for you. Kurma helps to keep yourself full. So, don't forget your kurma! or for subtitute, any raisins or nuts :) and kurma is delicious mehhhhh. personally, i'm not a fan or kurma before, but i learn and learn to love kurma, and now i love kurma soooo much! too many love word staph it

2. Maintaining your ibadah

Yeahhhh, i know. lots of tips have been posted online lately. but, well this is my post so this is my hack on maintaining my ibadah during ramadhan, maybe you could try this as well!

First ; Quran

Just a simple hack. The Quran has at least 600 pages.  If you divide it by 30 days, that's 20 pages a day. see, that’s difficult to do isn't it? yes, we are doing some kind of mathematics here. But, if you divide into 5 prayers a day, it gets much easier. If you read 4 pages after every prayer in Ramadhan, then you’ve completed the Holy Quran. even better, 

Well, i didnt get a chance to complete my quran every year bcs of my 'girl thing', but ive tried and so far, as long as you istiqamah with what you do, you are good to go! and one more, 30 days in ramadhan equals to 30 juz in Quran, so a juz a day, would be good, right?  Keep in track by creating a schedule, and list-to-do, once you are done, erase or just simply put a tick on the task.

Second ; Solat terawih

Solat terawih, only once in a year, which is Ramadhan! so, why dont you grab the chance on doing tarawih in this blessful month? Here is what i've been doing whenever i go solat terawih ;

  • Bawak air, especially air kosong. to keep yourself hydrated during the rakaat. our body tends to be tired after 4 rakaat or so, minum air frequently. bawak kismis, sebagai kudapan sementara tazkirah masa terawih, tapi janganlah bawak satu balang seperti tiada hari esok. itu bukan kudapan, itu ku dakap tanganku di mukamu nanti. just a nice amount would do the job. 

  • Basuh telekung selalu. I mean, telekung with good fragrance attracts you more to do the ibadah right? pshycology mannn, pshycology. tapi, takdelah basuh setiap hari, setiap minggu pun boleh. jangan cakap yang korang cuma ada satu telekung je kat rumah, paling kurang pun mesti ada dua kannnn? bila telekung wangi, nak buat terawih pun jadi semangat, sebab rasa selesa dan lagipun kita nak menghadap allah, for sure we need to smell good. tapi, jangan lupa mandi pulak. kalau telekung je wangi, badan tak wangi, nopeeeee!

3. "Alahaiii, mengantuknya lepas sahur ni"

Benda ni selalu sangat jadi, even myself was in that situation. cant help it tho. lagi lagi tengah cuti ni, lepas solat subuh je, tak lama lepastu, fiungggg mata terpejam sampai tengahari. but, here are some hacks that errr sometimes buat, sometimes tak kisah apa, terus tido.

  • Do something that makes you forget that you are sleepy
okay, i always do this hack lagi lagi school days. what will i do? selalunya saya akan gosok baju, susun buku sekolah malam sebelum, tapi sebab nak bagi diri lupa mata ni mengantuk, saya akan buat semua benda tu lepas sahur atau lepas solat subuh. in another word, i make myself serabut di pagi hari sebab semua benda tak siap lagi. so, saya akan lupa yang saya mengantuk.

other than that, kemas katil siap siap. sebab bila katil dah kemas, mesti rasa bersalah nak baring sebab nanti kena betulkan balik, tapi janganlah ko pergi tidur atas sofa pulak amboiiiiiiii 

  • Do some readings
okay, this is what i have been doing almost everyday. i read. baca apa apa je lah. quran ke, novel ke, buku biologi ke or even wattpad and fanfics. this helps to make me more focus and trains my brain to function properly for a better day hiuhiu

4. Keep your breath fresh

ya, memang mulut orang yang berpuasa ni bau macam kasturi. but, it will not last for a day hahah just saying. so, how to keep you breath fresh throughout the day?

Take a teaspoon of oil (any type of oil that works best for you - coconut oil is the most recommended or sunflower oil), swish it around your mouth for about 10 minutes, yes 10 minutes. then, wash your mouth. oil helps to react with microorganisms in our mouth and get disposed when you wash your mouth. 

This might not be the best option for you. some people might find it gross to put oil in your mouth and gets your mouth greasy and all, but it's good for you. beauty is pain though LOL

5. "I love working out, but how to work out during Ramadhan?"

(how can i leave this picture behind gaissss it looks freakin' good)

ahaaa, this one. selalunya lepas workout, kita mesti terus cari air kan sebab banyak peluh keluar and we are dehydrated. tapi macam mana nak maintain hydrated as in work out masa bulan ramadhan?

Avoid cardio workouts. Banyakkan buat mental workout masa siang macam yoga, senaman yang ringan, just to loose up all the screws in your muscles and joints. To avoid fatigue, work out one hour to one hour and a half before iftar. so that, lepas work out, mandi, you will feel fresh, dan tunggu masa nak berbuka je. 

How to actually maintain your health for you healthy freaks out there?

well, first make sure that your meal for sahoor and iftar is well balanced and following your diet plan. kelebihan lagi bulan puasa ni, kita tak makan banyak, jadi appetite dapat control. jangan ajar otak kata bulan puasa ni untuk berlapar sahaja. nanti kang tak sempat matahari terbit, dah terfikir berbuka ni nak makan apa. no no no. kau yang susah nanti kena layan emosi lapar. 

soooo i think that's all for today. may allah bless us this Ramadhan and do appreciate this holy month. a month which brings 1001 happiness, goodness and spiritual benefits. happy ramadhan al-mubarak gaissss!

// Wassalam

January 31, 2016

#2k16 ; It's the end of January!

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nah saya bagi bunga, ambiklah. saya ikhlas. - jb / 2016

hello assalamualaikum semuaaaaaaa omg rindunya nak duduk lama lama depan laptop hahaha. wow, nak masuk bulan februari dah. and it's my fav month cuz yeah it's my bday in another 21 days which are 3 weeks from now and bizillion hours and seconds left. so excited to be 17 and not so excited to accept the fact that im getting older gosh. 

the potato among the beauties. well, obv im the potato. cute potato act. 

the month went well. and netball training has started for almost a month and next week is our tournament, could u imagine betapa nevesnya rasa sekarang ni. lagi dua hari beb. nak campak mana jantung ni!? 

muka jangan cakap lah, dalam gambar nampak je putih, nampak je ye. namun hakikatnya bohong semua tu. kau boleh tengok belang dia, kat muka belang dah, tangan apatah lagi, rasa macam buat iklan qu puteh before & after (buat gaya dato' vida). kawad lagi pergh pergh. mata toya habis, macam orang kena seksa tak bagi tidur sebulan. haa bayangkan dark circle dia camne. teghokx uolz. i just kenot. burn sangat dah neyh ahahahahha. sampai orang dah tegur, maknanya yelah. takpelah.

but, it's okay. lepas spm kita sama samalah putihkan diri hahahhahahahahhaha kau jangan terkejut kalau aku lagi putih daripada kertas A4.

goodluck cemua do the best!

then, the month went ft. me having a good meal at seoul garden bhahahahahha. tapi sedap doe. time menaip ni pun terbayang kimchi soup dengan lamb je maigad moga masuk dalam mimpi aminnnn.

may you enjoy these sceneries of me taking pictures of my feet while waiting.
exhibit A: while waiting for merentas desa
exhibit B: while waiting for tuition teacher to come lulz

stokin haruslah yang vogue dan hipster bhahaha. itu baru mata, bawah dia ada mulut raksasa. sape buat hal dengan aku, aku tepek je tapak kaki kat muka dia. padan muka. 

talking abt merentas desa, mashaallah it was one of the best merentas desa ive ever been to! this year, 2016! thought of compiling the pictures as an entry tapi memikirkan banyak sangat gamabr dan semua gambar fabolous so let me put it here instead lah so it will limit my options lol

dah biasa dah muka buruk dalam gambar. biasa dah ._. aini, jangan nak happy sangat kat situ, aku baling katak kat muka kau nanti.

half of my fav buddies in school! and another one right at the left corner running to us while saying "weyyyy aku nak masuk jugakkk"

and it turned out like this

good job, thighah. tuala yang kau pegang tu kau tak pulang lagi ingat sikit ^^

 yeah. thats all gambar yang ada. bhahahahhaha bcs im the photographer on that day so there's no picture of me running or alone or taking the medal whatsoever. bcs the camera was with meyhhh. ada gambar candid, tapi buruk bebeno rupa takde nak letaknya kat sini nanti kena bash hahahhaha.

dapat pegang je pun dah okay dah. kalau boleh nak je selfie guna iphone kat situ lepastu transfer kat henfon tapi malangnya perangai tak macam syaitonnirajim sangat haritu lol. 

january has been good to me so far. alhamdulillah. busy, as usual. jumpa rumah waktu maghrib tu dah biasa sangat dah. duduk sekolah dari pagi sampai petang kena jadikan rutin. its okay, tahun ni je nak merasa benda tu. nanti dah habis sekolah, menganggur kat rumah, boring sampai puas taktau nak buat apa. 

february is gonna be a busy month for me. bila satu benda habis, satu benda ganti. macam tulah seterusnya. wish me luck for next month and seterusnya! but the most important thing is time management. masa pandai kawal, mental, emosi control. everything's gonna be okay. 

goodbye for now. see you in my next entry pyonggg!

// Wassalam

January 11, 2016

#2k16 ; minggu pertama penuh pancaroba

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assalamualaikum, hello gais! wow, it's been a week! now, it's 12.18 a.m and tomorrow is school day (happy tone but in sarcastic mode) how's your guys punya first week? okay? k.o? for me, my first week was fine and it was good to be able to see the school, again for the last year wuhuuu.

(just tryin' to be the hipster tangan kinda pose trend lol)

first week sekolah aku best, alhamdulillah not bad even tho macam pening kepala sikit kan nak setting balik tangan bagi tulisan lawa balik, nak setting kepala supaya ingat yang minggu persekolahan dah mula, nak setting balik diri tu suruh insaf sikit nak spm tahun ni. huhu.

okay well, nak dijadikan benda kelakarnya, bila dah masuk kelas, then kami pergi makmal fizik nak belajar fizik (obviusly kot adoi amni), then cikgu tanya siapa penolong ketua kelas, and dengan niat melawak dan tak serious, aku cakaplah aku yang jadi penolong ketua pengawas sambil mengekek ketawa dekat belakang. then, guess whut, im the penolong gais like wth cikgu kelas takde, dengan aku niat nak melawak, takde kata putus apa semua, jadi betul betul. haa padan muka kau. sape suruh. maka dengan officialnya, aku lah assistant of monitor (hai aizzul!)

then, the week went well dengan belajar apa semua, addmath really went crazy on this week. kimia apa tah lagi dengan kadar tindak balas yang jadikan aku tak faham dengan nak lukis tangen apa kejadah semua tu even aku duduk depan sekali mengadap cikgu, cikgu hadap aku, tapi otak aku, kosong. lol apeni wake up lah! 

yang bestnya lagi tahun ni, cikgu ramai yang still sama dari form 4. cuma ada lah certain subject yang cikgu baru tapi it was fine. cikgu baru pun best jugak. haa cakap pasal cikgu baru, aku ada sorang cikgu yang aku tak berkenan since last year sebab dia nak tau kenapa? sebab dia tegur time aku datang lewat, dengan muka garang apa semua, memang aku tak berkenan lah. lepastu, tahun ni, bila dapat tahu dia ganti pengetua ajar psk, aku macam "whattt???? cikgu tu ajar kita? aduhhh" aku dah hentak goyang kaki dah, jadi tak senang duduk. tapi.......ternyata ramalan ku bohong dan fitnah belaka. sebab cikgu tu okay sebenarnya. tak garang pun, cuma muka lah macam aku takut sikit. muka garang betul. takut aku tengok. tapi dalam kelas bila mengajar, suka! kelakar pun ye jugak. hehehe.

cikgu, halalkan segala ilmu. take care kursus nanti labyu!

wow! look at berapa banyak buku aku ada! buku buku yang bersusun kat atas tu tengok pun rasa nak pengsan tapi nak elak daripada pengsan lebih berleluasa, maka aku tampal lah kata kata semangat sepanjang row tu. wow, what a good student! lol kalau cikgu cikgu bukak blog ni, dia nampak hm, jadi pelajar contoh (muntah jap)

and then, ada pendaftaran untuk kokurikulum and finally! i got to enter photography club and i was like yesssssss! dan aku sandang jawatan naib setiausaha bcs i dont want to be soooo seniorities well bcs im new there and feel like yeah i need to calm down a little bit lol 

after that, kadet polis as usual, for kadet polis, aku tak rasa aku ada jawatan yeah maybeeeee. sebab ajk tingkatan cikgu yang pilih so im not sure abt that yeah. 

furthermore, netball as my sukan permainan bcs im jazzy enough to just enter netball other than other sukan permainan hahahahhahahahaha gediknya ayat rasa nak tampar tampar je. and also, im not sure abt the jawatan. but, the training starts next week and im so excited walaupun masih pancit dan stamina masih low macam bateri henfon tinggal 1%. sad life. 

the face of penolong ketua kelas lepas mesyuarat MKT and feeling like wanna have a selfie while nobody is looking at me weirdly bcs i feel so prettayyyhhhh on that day (sebab tu angle bawah tapi still mengekalkan position angle muka yang stabil dan not puffy wow genius)

basically, im just bored huhu. 


tahun ni, aku masuk tuisyen. well, just completing the starter pack for form 5 students. and yeah, ive completed it!

what a beautiful scenery.

that's all for this week. nothing much, nothing fun just a typical student week. soooo yeah see you in my next entry. bye!


January 05, 2016

2015, what have you done to me?

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assalamualaikum, hello! hahahahha sepatutnya entri ni dah update about 4 days ago kot. tapi yelah, penyakit malas berganda maka yeah. ye ye dah update ni okay duk dendiam baca tu. letak tepi kejap homework tu, baca ni lol 

2015 or nak lagi urban dan trendy, 2k15 adalah tahun saya banyak belajar benda baru, i've started my new life here as a stranger i guess sampailah mereka (baca: classmates) berjaya memecahkan rebung di mulut saya dan ya, dah mengalahkan burung murai ni. well good job gais semoga diberkati dan good luck spm eh tetiba 

from my first class until my current class, semua baik. semua best. ive learned something new from you guys and yeah actually was kinda shocked when i first arrived kat sekolah baru. it was quite challenging but i survived! weh sekolah tu besar gila kot, padang ada dua, budak cina sorang pun tak nampak. mana tak jakun. sekolah saya dulu pun padang ada satu je, budak melayu boleh kira haa apa lagi. cuma subway dengan paparich lah takde kat sini kat sekolah lama dekat boleh jalan kaki wah gitu nampak tak berlagak kat situ ye nampak sangat sebab tu duit selalu habis lepastu mengamuk kenapa duit tinggal sikit. paparich jugak yang rich, saya makin kekeringan duit. sila flashback diri anda eh tak saya, thank you. 

2015 dah ajar saya banyak. friendship, braveness, how to be strong everything.  what abt yours? about 4-5 months ago, saya pergi kem polis negeri, yang dah lama sangat tak join. and saya dah rindu nak lalui semua ni. even all the malu moments, saya simpan sebagai memori and whenever saya teringat, mesti saya akan tergelak. saya teringat masa hari terakhir, masa raptai perbarisan semua dah mengadu penat, yelah berdiri kat situ rasa nak tido je sambil berdiri which i wont do tapi last last, sebab dah malas nak berjalan kaki pergi khemah, naik trak polis gedegek gedegek (bunyi trak polis bila langgar bonggol), when puteri took her brain to the next level, masak maggi guna matahari (solar lol), sambut birthday ijaa kat kem, mengamuk takde line telefon (tu saya), when we did well masa pertandingan kawad, semua pertandingan lah. tahun ni kita pergi lagi, insyaallah :) 

right after kem polis, esoknya terus ke pertandingan drama english as a propgirl (boleh lah), dengan muka hitam, badan penat, lenguh, nak demam semua ada. tapi sebab semangat, first time participate in this kinda thing, so excited lah so pergi lah dapat makan kepsi em sedapnya cheezy wedges lepastu balik rumah pengsan hahahahahahahahapadanmukasapesuruh

 after almost a year, i got to meet my bestfriends, girlfriends (except that handsome chinese fellow yang baru kenal hari tu HAHAHHA) dia punya rindu jangan cakaplah, bila takde depan mata, mulalah, lagi lagi masa mula mula masuk sekolah baru, takde diorang, and whenever saya rasa down and i need them, they are not in front of me. tough life, act.but, i have to move on. because, life must go on (cliche amni, cliche sangat padahal tak boleh move on for the first 3 months)

from left; piqah, zu, hajani and mehhhhh ft. shalini's iphone camera (haruslah bagi credit)

alhamdulillah, i got the opportunity to participate in pertandingan tokoh nilam bahasa inggeris dan menang tempat kedua which was incredibly insane. it was a miracle. i would like to thank everyone who's involved for making me happy and it was a good experience that i could never get it anywhere else i swear (laju jari taip english bila nak story pasal nilam lol). it was nice to meet you guys, it was a nice discussion together as a team well rival team we fight to one and another in a healthy way of course no dendam dendam okay. 

"hey, it's me selfie from the inside of the helmet while waiting for the jpj's test. look how fabulus aiyemmm #nofilter #makeupfree #sayabudakbiasabiasajewwww "

and saya lulus. 

overall, alhamdulillah, 2015 has been a great year for me. banyak benda yang berlaku either in a good or bad way, and i took the bad sides as my pengajaran to not ever repeat the same mistake, again, well insyallah. actually, banyak lagi benda yang berlaku, but im not gonna penuhkan dalam entry ni dengan gambar yang tak proper dan hodoh belakerrr. thank you allah for giving me chances untuk bernafas sepanjang 2015, family, for giving me everything. friends, cherish my life every single day, buku buku dan homeworks yang dah siap mahupun yang masih lagi tertangguh sampai sekarang, thank you.

 senior awak tahun ni *flips tudung* *sambung buat homework addmath*

nanti kalau ada masa, saya update my first school week itu pun takkan ada orang baca punz, lolz

// Wassalam